Chapawee is Inspiration.

And this love is so old. And these hearts are so new. And these tears are so right, I yell not because of , but for you. OH this love is so, so right.


And I lie down at night wondering when it'll happen. I see longevity in your eyes. Can't you see jealousy in mine? I see happiness in the lines of your palms. I see that the lines of mine are too, too short. But I want this flight so, so much. And I dream of this all the time. But there's never reassurance. All I have is doubt. Yes, I am a failure, but I'm making things right. Yes, I am a disappointment, but I want the hate to leave your eyes and so because of this I strive. Yes, I'm way too fucked up, and it'll take you a while to get me, but...wouldn't it be great if you tried?

I believe in this, believe in you, believe in me won't you? But you don't know....

We are the too, too proud. We could just let things get away. We are the ones to regret after all is said and done, we are the ones to loose the day. There are fires that come and go but this one is guarded....


Can't you see? I just want to grow old with you. I want to see our hands wrinkled together with age, and love. I want to awaken in nirvana next to you BECAUSE this love is so, so right.

I'll walk you home, what time's the bus come?

I heard your name on the street today
Tell me baby where has your brain gone
Because I can remember when it had some sense in it
But now I can tell it's all gone away
'scuse my English but fuck this scene
I know that with you, there's no in between
Oh I'm tired of the lies and then the sudden comfort
just because I know about it don't mean it's alright.
There's always something goin on that I don't know about
and I should be pissed but I guess I don't care.Yeah that's about it I don't care.
Pass me the bread, and break in the wine, I'm telling you, you're a queen mixer
because regardless of whether someone's getting hurt it ain't fair.
Tone it down, I know you're tired of hearing all the shit, so
Tone it down, you're so much better than that, believe it or not it's true
DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU.

Futterwacken.

I find it highly suspicious that you are the way you are as of late.
I don't know you.
People keep asking me what I mean, I tell them "exactly".
Stop asking if you don't want the truth.
I'm glad I won't see some of you afterward.
I'm sad I won't get to see some of you enough.
But stop asking, I'm tired of your eyes.
I'm having this party, and I want you there, but I'd never tell you, you'd kill me. jk.
you'd probably scough and be on your way.
And no, I'm not talking to you, you cocky bastard.
Why would you go to tea and crumpets to have them thrown at you, silly boy. and no, silly girl, satisfaction is no excuse for selfishness.
I'd like to be happy too... for once. Too bad it ain't happenin' any time soon.When will you all realize that talent doesn't bring a person happiness, love does. I'm hoping too hard for the passing of time. To walk in red and not fall. That would be great. Even if I did fall, at least I'm walking in red. I mean damn. And stop asking me about it all,He's not here, shut up for once!

Remembering The Cicadas

Oh there's not much more that we can do
swimmin against the high waves ain't never been too smart
But because we're so hopeful, we go through with our little suicide mission.
Because I love you. Because he loves her. Because she loves me and so on.
Oh, we move on towards the humming and the buzzing.
As mindless as the cicada that runs into the lamp. "We're pretty big, but pretty useless, we get caught in spiderwebs anyways" Because we want to, because it's ending we loose ourselves as fast as we can.
Oh we'll burn the letters just to prove we're wrong. Because she loves him, but he doesn't love her. Because all they'll do is mate and murder.
Because in the end "it doesn't matter"... But it does.
Every touch will mean so much. Every kiss will last so long. Every sigh and moan and tear and hug is forever.
So don't forget it.
It's all we have.
It's all you have.