Can't you see? It could end tomorrow.

Oh it's been said so many times,

we roam this earth with our shut eyes,

and how sad that it takes a heart to stop working

for us to finally wake up.

And my Lord would not appreciate this I know

for us to be to so blind when he blessed us with sight

and who are we to ignore the lessons he gives

but focus so willingly on the obstacles the other has thrown

And though I know I disappoint so much

I know at the end of the day I have asylum

Because I know you've all been kicked and made to eat dirt as I have

But he's been the only one to pick me up over and over again.

And I throw my hands into the air and praise him for what's gone and what I have

And If you only knew how thankful I am! It's because of him that I can sing

It's because of him I can dance. It's because of him nothing happened to you last night.

I am in awe of you. I will never stop loving you Lord.

And I wish I had more than just words for You, who made the rain, the earth, the sky.

And I wish I could sing forever of He who gave me breath and life. An infinite happiness from being his daughter

"Thank you for keeping them safe tonight"

Bad Luck Blues

As I was carried over the footprints of the Angels I realized our love was more of a suicide attempt. A challenge from Mount Olympus that was brutally fought. A breath full of diseased water...

I love winter the best

Because your cancer was a cure
and my sickness was the key
to patch up the past...But I could never hate what was so Christian to me.
Oh I was saved from failure and worn out from love,oh there was passion that tore from skin and bone.But we fought for this love. And the bright lights of New York tore us apart like a lion in an arena.
And when the sun glistens I think of the fire and halo that was your hair and your heart.
Oh and honey and tea were our eyes.
And black and blue were our arguments
A decision to hide from the public
A love that was never supposed to be, will end up being, will end up beating,will end up burning what couldn't be tamed.

oh but you ran through my veins and I ran through your soul and our bodies entwined ever after that night.
And those who would hit and spit at me lost to you in battle.
I guess you could say that you were my personal Christ, but I can see where you would see that as laughable.
Can't you see? Those killer's eyes aren't red with anger they're green! They've wanted this forever. You've never felt something like this and you were scared. But I was there to catch you.


I will NEVER forget all the blood coughed up.
The fists that flew. The men that killed me from the inside that I had no chance against.The past that I killed just for you.
Because I meant what I said when we made promises to each other that night...

I maybe clumsy and weak but I'll be damned if I let someone hurt you.

Maybe you're too busy...

Just because you can see, does not mean you are not blind.


This heat is nipping at my heels again...
Sorry for being so annoying lately guys, I really don't mean to.

oh, and I can't fall asleep peacefully anymore, because you all eat me up so much.
One mistake is a thousand, No I don't have the time, no I don't have the intelligence , but I'm here.

I'm fixing it, just don't look at me anymore.