Someone means "yes" when it's been said, not otherwise.
pretty peaceful except when I took a nap and had a bad dream.
I'm always being chased by a killer or zombie or something.
I'm happy with living so I'm glad it was just a dream. I'm almost certain Freud would say I'm pretty messed up. I guess I'm ok with that too.
SO this college thing is starting to get to me and I'm not even there yet. I think it's mainly the money that I'm worried about. Everyone is saying I should be fine with scholarships and stuff. don't you have to be smart for that? I thought so. Maybe I'm just lazy or not trying hard enough. I'm supposed to talk to the choir director of Mars Hill so that he might give me that singing scholarship. I'm afraid to approach him because it might be too late. way to go pussface. learn your lesson yet?
I've also had enough with people trying to plan out my future. I would like to be criminologist,not an entrepreneur alright guys? maybe I'll take a business course or something but leave me be. I'm no cash cow for you either. Blood runs through my veins the same way it runs through yours.
I dreamed of him today though. No, not whom you think. This one is different. Preferable,and nicer and easier to get along with but I've no time for another person who doesn't and won't realize I exist. He's a sweetheart though. hahaha.no, jajaja. or huahuahua, or LAWL. This rain today hasn't washed away anything. ^_^
I've been losing sleep again lately. Hate when that happens. Not enough to be sick but enough to keep me awake and thinking. Sometimes thinking is a bad thing you know?
Whatever, I need some prayer though for real. Would it be too much to ask who ever is reading this for some? well if it is I'm sorry.
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